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Tuesday, February 3, 2015

Simply trust!! Finishing the course that God has planned is never easy. It takes discipline and hard work. It takes picking ourselves up, dusting ourselves off, and starting over. One of these days we’re going to look back on life. “Let us lay aside every weight, and the sin which doth so easily beset us, and let us run with patience the race that is set before us, Looking unto Jesus the author and finisher of our faith…” (Hebrews 12:1b-2a). Keep short accounts with God. Confess quickly. Get back on the track.
Proverbs 27:1 For if we were to see the road ahead for the next month, or year, ten years, we would probably not have the courage to face it. The comfort in knowing I am God’s and He is mine! God has not promised strength or grace or faith for tomorrow. He has said, “As thy days, so shall thy strength be” Deuteronomy33:25 My sources of prayer, of God’s word, and of Christian fellowship has surrounded and covered me, so that the pain and hurt cannot overcome me.
I remember a song ….Simply trusting every day, through the storms of live, even when my faith is small, while He leads I cannot fall; if in danger, for Him I call Trusting Jesus that is all! I miss my baby girl words truly cannot express, I am so thankful for my memories. When by His grace I shall look on His Face that will be glory for me.  Love your mom 


Wednesday, July 30, 2014

Memorial made Spring 2008



Memorial Spring 2008 in Memory of my Ashley, my baby girl

See the pretty little acorns on this beautiful Oak tree, it was planted as a memorial for my precious Ashley in the spring of 2008. I almost have complete shade when I sit under its branches now. It’s so beautiful. Casting all your care upon Him, for He careth for you." 1 Peter 5:7 He will not leave me comfortless; He will come to me John 14:18

Love Mom




Saturday, March 8, 2014







Ashley today's your special day we could not forget it seems like only yesterday, I carried you in my arms, you learned how to crawl; I’d pull you in your wagon to see the horses. I’d read your favorite bedtime stories over and over again, watched you ride Henry (her pet rooster) on the handlebar of your bike. Memories mean so much to me, Oh how those years so quickly pass for my little girl and me, so beautiful a dream. You’ll always be my baby girl; you’re perfect in every way. And today, because it's Your special day so full of memories to keep, we’re sending loving thoughts your way
On this your very special day’  years have fast flown by, in you we have been blessed to see a daughter who has grown to be, someone who has made me so proud and honored to be your mom, with all my love I send it your way
Happy Birthday blessing to you my baby girl

Love Mom
 

 

Sunday, February 9, 2014


I’m not alone, I think now as time has passed the emotions forever present, the memories of that Sunday morning February 10th at 9:45am and the days that have followed, have changed me forever more! You’re in my heart and always on my mind our love is special a never-ending gift. A love that’s always there in the presents of our Lord, you’re home now never far from my heart.

The tears will come and the sorrow will be mine, but only for a short time. The silence is only for a short while until I think of you, your smile, the laughter the radiate warmth I feel. The hopelessness it seems only for a moment and then I’m reminded, all the signs of your life they’re all around me. I am filled with joy and sadness If only I hold on, just a little longer, I know my Lord you’ll make me stronger I’m not alone His love will see me through this is my blessed assurance He is mine. He is my comfort in my heartache, for His word has hastened me He will not leave me comfortless; He will come to me I will put all my care upon Him, for He cares for me.
Saying goodbye is hard; what is even harder knowing that the happiness, it will not stay when your heart is so heavy! You don’t want to let go of the sorrow that makes your presence seem to be real! Time stands still, it’s not the sorrow but the goodbye, from the heart of a mom that is broken!  My Lord he is my strength; He gives me guidance and understanding. Knowing that He’ll give me strength to endure. He’s my Shepherd the only One who can fill my soul.  

So for now I’ll rest in His arms as the sorrowfulness surrounds my every pain. The morning will come and I’ll be reminded I’m not alone His arms are holding me, He will see me through I’m not alone!


I adore the smile, I so cherish the hugs, I admire the heart, but most of all I cherish the memories I prayed and still pray that my daughter and son would and will love the Lord Jesus Christ with all their heart, soul, mind and strength!  I love You   your mom
 

Saturday, January 25, 2014

For His anger is but for a moment,
His favor is for life;
Weeping may endure for a night,
But joy comes in the morning ~ Psalm 30:5

Friday, January 3, 2014

A New Year ♥  It is very hard for me to move forward each New Year; each seems harder than the next! At times I feel the forces against me, but that voice within me seems ever so powerful when I’m at my weakest! How can I tell whether or not my goal is a God–given goal! Did I make right...choices! What are some things I would do differently this next year?
  Out of pure free favor passed over to thee to be thine entailed property forever! Our blessed Jesus, as God, is omniscient, omnipresent, and omnipotent. Will it not console me to know that all these great and glorious attributes are altogether divine, for me!
 
First, have I prayed over it and asked for God’s blessing? Second, does it create in me enough spiritual enthusiasm and excitement to see it fulfilled? Third, does it demand the very best in me? Fourth, does it touch every area of my life?
 
There is no area of my life that is out–of–bounds from God. The challenges, He has allow me strength to withstand! The same endurance that gives me forces to push on, this engagement it takes time as I write down some goals and even my mission; I focus on the following areas of my life: spiritual, physical, relational, intellectual, and financial. I pray about the goals I’d like for my life, seeking the Lord’s face as I ponder the future.
"My God, I am thine--what a comfort divine! What a blessing to know that the Saviour is mine! In the heavenly Lamb thrice happy I am, And my heart it doth dance at the sound of His name." Luke 3:4 As it is written in the book of the words of Isaiah the prophet, saying:
“The voice of one crying in the wilderness: ‘Prepare the way of the Lord; Make His paths straight Oh that the Lord may find in my heart a highway made ready by His grace, that He may make a triumphal progress through the utmost bounds of my soul, from the beginning of this year even to the end of it.
 
My Ashley, Oh how I consider each day, and then I think it’s only a heartbeat away, you are Home where I pursue, out in the wide open spaces of God's grace and glory, standing tall and shouting praise. Love is patient; it always protects, always trusts, always hopes, and at all times perseveres. Love never fails, it is the greatest of! Happy New Year ♪♫•*♥ Love mom

Friday, November 1, 2013

 
 
The tide recedes, but leaves behind bright seashells on the sand. The sun goes down, but a gentle breeze still lingers on the land. The music stops, but echoes on in sweet refrains. 
For everything that passes something Beautiful remains ♫♪

I find my strength in the memories, knowing in perfect peace Christ allows me

 I feel warmth around me like my Ashley’s presence is so near,
And I can close my eyes to visualize her face when she would laugh, smile, and say, mom I love you! I ponder the times we spent together they are locked inside my heart, for as long as I have those memories, she will never be apart, Even though we cannot speak no more, her voice is always there, for every time before I sleep, I say my prayers. Being strong in the Lord and in the power of His might, keeping in perfect peace whose mind is stays on the Lord, because I trust in Thee

Love your mom

 

Tuesday, September 24, 2013


He said to me, "My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness." Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ's power may rest on me.  That is why, for Christ's sake, I delight in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties. For when I am weak, then I am strong. I miss you more and more everyday my beautiful daughter, Gods grace will get me through  ~ Love Mom

Wednesday, July 17, 2013

Perfect Peace


A person that loses a Spouse is called a widow. A child who loses a parent is called an orphan. But there is no word to describe a parent or the pain; to lose a child the very beat of your heart changes forever! The loss is like no other. The comfort in knowing the promises given from our Lord strengthens the heart
"Thou wilt keep him in perfect peace, whose mind is stayed on Thee, because he trusteth in Thee." Isaiah 26:3

Friday, March 8, 2013


Ashley my sweet baby girl, I love you all the way to Heaven and back Happy Birthday  
Ashley you’re irreplaceable the love that a mother, daughter shares is unique. The love of a mother to her children is incomparable and the love of God is supreme.
1Thessalonians 1:4 God loves you and has chosen you to be his own people.
You are chosen Ephesians 1:4 even before he made the world, God loved us and chose us in Christ to be holy and without fault in his eyes.
You are Treasured Deuteronomy 7:6 God, your God, chose you as a cherished, personal treasure




You truly are as beautiful as God sees you ~and your life is celebrated with love today Thanking God for allowing me the Blessings of your precious Life with the utmost love and greatest Honor being your mom

Monday, February 11, 2013

Feb 10, 2008 to Feb 10, 2013


My dreams take flight; my Hope is my refuge and strength tonight!
The presence of memories seem to stand still, I escape holding on to every moment a giggle, a smile, the sound of mom being called.
Life's just passing with each season. My life, my hope, my blessings all cherished held in a different embrace, All is not gone, but changed in a flash of time.
The hurt is such no parent should bear, I cry my grief too heavy to share, word can’t edify.
My heart it will not beat the same, for my life this has changed, the grief continuously will be
But in each day Lord give me hope strengthen me, so I may cope. Grant me wisdom to help me see, Thy great way and not just me. I miss my sweet girl

My love will never fail I love you all the way to heaven and back! Love mom

"Thou wilt keep him in perfect peace, whose mind is stayed on Thee, because he trusteth in Thee." Isaiah 26:3

Thursday, January 10, 2013

Dear Daughter


I’ve been away for a little while, trying to put something’s in order. You’re always close to my heart and at times it’s just hard to put in writing! Soon I’ll be working on coordinating the Blood Drive in Memory and Honor of your precious life.  I miss you so……

I think of the love we shared as mother and daughter, the first time I felt you move and heard your heart beat within me. As memories strengthen me; I think on the day you were born, you were the most beautiful baby on earth. As I watched you sleep thoughts of our future cross through my mind. I looked at your sweet face your tiny hands fingers and feet.

  It’s very different than I imagined it would be. But through it all I’ve watched you grow and live your life with joy, courage and hope. Although we don’t have the time together as I‘d dreamed, I can still close my eyes and see your beautiful face and precious smile and tell you the same  thing I told you back before I even knew who you were the same thing I’ll always tell you, whatever the future brings I love you  baby girl

 Love Mom

Tuesday, October 9, 2012

Treasured memories
Walt Disney World
  
                        Buffalo New York Mission Trip 
                                                     
                                   Sharing time with their Great Papa Mr. Bond

                                                
      Her Birthday with Papa and Nanny Bond    

We all need Hope and encouragement at all times, that’s why my hope is in Christ the Lord the great source for encouragement! I find today strength in the living word of God that feeds my yearning through the promises found in His scripture. Christ knows my weaknesses; my sorrows these verses have lifted my spirit in times of need and hope, some days are tougher than others, once I reflect on a deeper study of the Bible by looking up verses and reading the context they come from. I pray asking Christ for more time with Him.  
4 Years, 7 Months, and 30 Days since my kiss and I love you mom, I miss my baby girl   
2 Corinthians 4:16-18 So we do not lose heart. Though our outer self is wasting away, our inner self is being renewed day by day. For this light momentary affliction is preparing for us an eternal weight of glory beyond all comparison,  as we look not to the things that are seen but to the things that are unseen. For the things that are seen are transient, but the things that are unseen are eternal.

Wednesday, June 13, 2012

my Ashley's Birthday Party at 4 years old  
 Love mom ♥
Psalm 9:9
The LORD is a stronghold for the oppressed, a stronghold in times of trouble. And those who know your name put their trust in you, for you, O LORD, have not forsaken those who seek you.


Friday, June 1, 2012

Here at Your feet I lay this day down Not in my strength but in yours I've found. All I need, you’re all I need Oh, to dwell and never leave.There is nowhere else for me, All of my dreams I give to You Lord now and I find peace in my day Jesus, at my Lord’s feet my soul sings there is nowhere else for me. I am here at His feet
"And they that know Thy name will put their trust in Thee; for Thou, Lord, hast not forsaken them that seek Thee." Psalm 9:9-10 "I will not leave you comfortless; I will come to you" John 14:18 "Casting all your care upon Him, for He careth for you." 1 Peter 5:7
my sweet baby girl Love your mom

Thursday, March 8, 2012


♪♫•.¸¸♥*•♫♪ HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU ♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸♥ ¸¸.•*¨*•♫♪ HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU ♪♫¸♥ ¸¸.•*¨*•♫♪ HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY BEAUTIFUL ASHLEY♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸ ♥ ¸¸.• *•.¸¸♥ ¸¸.•*¨*•♫♪ HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU ♥ ¸¸.•*¨*•♫♪The love of Christ, which surrounds you today shine all around the earth and fill it with your radiant beauty and precious love, that we might be filled with all the fullness of God.¸ ♥ ¸¸.• *•.¸¸♥ I pray for your Birthday you can grasp how wide and long and high and deep my love is for you baby girl Happy Birthday <3 I love you always and forever you have BLESSED my life you are my gift
Happy Birthday Love mom

♥In all thy ways, acknowledge Him, and He shall direct thy paths. Proverbs 3:6♥

Tuesday, February 14, 2012

The Greatest Gift
♥♥
1Corinthians 13
Love suffers long and
is kind; love does not envy; love does not parade itself, is not puffed up; does not behave rudely,does not seek its own,
is not provoked, thinks no evil; does not rejoice in iniquity, but rejoices in
the truth; bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things.
Love never fails.
And now abide faith, hope, love, these three; but the greatest of these is love.
Happy Valentine’s Day baby girl ♥♥ Love your mom


Thursday, February 9, 2012


I remember February 9, 2008 so clearly, you’re beautiful my sweet, sweet girl your radiant love over come so many and inspired life’s to change. You were so full of love and compassion. To be your mom is such a blessing, it’s humbling to have known your love! To reminisce of the walks we had, the laughs we shared, the many nights I waited for you, looking forward to tucking you in and hearing how excited you’d get talking about your day. I replay the days often! Your voice echoes in my mind as sweet music to the blind. I take a breath then step forward into reality where I know Christ will carry me. He will comfort and strengthen today and tomorrow only He knows. My brokenness will never mend; it’s not about us it’s about the ones who cross our paths along the way. Who are seeking to find the love we know. I love you baby girl ♥♥ mom

Monday, January 30, 2012


Keep me, O Lord: for in thee do I put my trust. I will praise the LORD according to his righteousness: and will sing praise to the name of the LORD most high. Hallowed be Your name I will love thee, O LORD, my strength. my rock, my fortress, and my deliverer; my God, in whom I will trust; my shield, and the horn of my salvation. My heart is glad, and my glory rejoiceth: I shall rest in hope fully surrendering myself to Jesus knowing, it is joy in the good times, the bad times, the nighttime, the daytime, the rainy day, and sunny day.
The joy of the LORD is my strength."

"But as it is written: 'Eye hath not seen, nor ear heard, neither have entered into the heart of man the things which God hath prepared for them that love Him.' " 1 Corinthians 2:9
I love you mom

Wednesday, January 25, 2012

Annual ♥♥ Blood Drive

Annual ♥♥ Blood Drive In Memory/Honor of
ABP Ashley Michelle Bond Peters
Harmony Baptist Church
1310 Harmony Church Rd., Monroe, GA 30655
February 10, 2012 2 pm until 7pm
scheduling is required Call
Ashley’s mother Tammy Peters at 770-267-8114 or 678-548-5181
to set your appointment up for the Blood Drive ♥♥

You can find the event on Face book

Saturday, December 10, 2011





I am blessed! Blessed to have you as my daughter, I miss you so very, very much! He heals my brokeness in heart and bindeth up my wounds." Psalm 147:3 Blessed because I know you Lord walk beside her, I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil, for Thou art with me, Thy rod and Thy staff, they comfort me." Psalm 23:4 my eternal confidence. Blessed because in this world of unrighteousness Christ Jesus is the saviour of my body and soul. Blessed because I know your love, God commendeth His love toward me, in that, while we were yet sinners, Christ died for us. Romans 5:8 Blessed because I can put on the armour of God and stand against the wiles of the devil! Blessed because when sorrow comes I know Christ Jesus has over-come and I/You have the victory. I love you baby girl Merry Christmas


Love your Mom

Tuesday, October 11, 2011

Love never fails

It has been 3 years and 9 months since I last seen the radiant smile of my beautiful daughter. Memories are the ones you can’t put into words, you just play them back treasuring each moment you have in their life ~ the registry of conscience and the council-chamber of thought. ~ Time does not always heal all things it just gets you another day closer to home. The journey is base on your faith. I love you and I give thanks to my Lord for everyday! With regard to meeting my daughter in heaven one day, God, in all His wisdom, chose to leave many things about heaven unrevealed. There are some things that I could not comprehend; others that are simply unspeakable (2 Corinthians 12:4). What we do know, however, is that heaven is a place where we will need nothing more, want nothing more than to worship Jesus for eternity. I’m a citizens of heaven sojourning for a time on earth. He will not leave me comfortless; He will come to and comfort me Love never fails.

Monday, August 15, 2011

Meditate on These Things
1Corinthians 15:51-52 Behold, I tell you a mystery: We shall not all sleep, but we shall all be changed in a moment, in the twinkling of an eye, at the last trumpet. For the trumpet will sound, and the dead will be raised incorruptible, and we shall be changed.
1Thessalonians 4:16-17 For the Lord himself shall descend from heaven with a shout, with the voice of the archangel, and with the trump of God: and the dead in Christ shall rise first: Then we which are alive and remain shall be caught up together with them in the clouds, to meet the Lord in the air: and so shall we ever be with the Lord.
I find comfort in knowing the promises of God. I know without a doubt my beautiful Ashley and our love ones that have went before us has this blessed assurance.
Revelation 21:4 And God will wipe away every tear from their eyes; there shall be no more death, nor sorrow, nor crying. There shall be no more pain, for the former things have passed away.” I do believe in angels And I do know that if our love ones at home in Heaven were able to see and hear the things of earth they truly would have sorrow! We server a jealous God. Deuteronomy 4:24 For the LORD thy God is a consuming fire, even a jealous God. John 5:28-29 Marvel not at this: for the hour is coming, in the which all that are in the graves shall hear His voice, And shall come forth; they that have done good, unto the resurrection of life; and they that have done evil, unto the resurrection of damnation. But the Apostle John wrote an entire chapter to assure God's people that they are indeed God's people. "These things have I written unto you that believe on the name of the Son of God: that ye may know that ye have eternal life . . ." (1 John 5:13). Philippians 4:8 Finally, brethren, whatever things are true, whatever things are noble, whatever things are just, whatever things are pure, whatever things are lovely, whatever things are of good report, if there is any virtue and if there is anything praiseworthy—meditate on these things. I find it of great comfort in knowing God will wipe away my tears; there will be other saints going to be with our Lord, sorrow will continue to be apart of our lives, crying will be comforted only by God’s mercy. God’s grace shall cover our pain, for the former things are still to come. I love and miss my baby girl everyday, each and every moment. Today I’m another day nearer to Home!
Love Mom

Friday, June 17, 2011



"Evening and morning and at noon I will pray, and cry aloud, and He shall hear my voice." Psalm 55:17
I miss you so very much! Today would be a good day we could go for a walk, at times I hear your voice, your laugh, I see your smile and reminded I am not home! Today it’s a beautiful day the trees are green the birds they still sing. Today I find my reason to rejoice and sing O Lord give me strength for today is a new day and I praise your name. I love you from the very bottom of my heart all the way to heaven baby girl Love your Mom!!

Thursday, May 19, 2011

Rock of Ages, cleft for me,
Let me hide myself in Thee;
Let the water and the blood,
From Thy wounded side which flowed,
Be of sin the double cure,
Save from wrath and make me pure.

While I draw this fleeting breath,
When I close my eyes in death,
When I rise to worlds unknown,
And behold Thee on Thy throne,
Rock of Ages, cleft for me,
Let me hide myself in Thee.

Let the water and the blood,
From Thy wounded side which flowed,
Be of sin the double cure,
Save from wrath and made me pure.

I long for Your salvation, O LORD,And Your law is my delight.
My day has been long and my heart finds only comfort in you my Lord
Love your Moma

Wednesday, May 4, 2011

Being My Age written by my baby girl 2008


Being My Age

Most people my age are into so many things like late night parties that usually end up with half of the crowd either pass out or high on weekend nights. You could find some enjoying the latest hits in the theaters with latest hits in the theaters with a nice dinner before. Entertainment for those my age is simple there is the computer for Myspace addicts, the iPods for music lovers and the T.V. of course for those MTV re-runs. A typical day of school: the dreaded wake up call comes first, a race to school to make it to class on time just before the bell rings, sit through the bore and excitement of the four classes required, then end the day by heading off to sports, work or home.
Being me, I find myself on the weekend spending time with my lovely boyfriend, crazy friends and wonderful family. I will say that you will not find me at a party passed out or high on weekend nights. To keep myself entertained I walk on weeknights with my mother, watch my favorite T.V. show, talk to my boyfriend and joke around with my brother. My school day is just like any others, but after school, I go to work with my mom. After work when I arrive home, I finish Homework and relax.
I love you with all heart, Love Mom

Tuesday, March 8, 2011

Happy Birthday
To my gift, my daughter and my friend
There is nothing more rewarding
than being your mom.
I think back of the first day how perfect you are.
I remember hearing you cry, your little hands and your little feet.
I wondered what you might think,
as you looked at me,
with not a word.
The security you found in my arms,
as you lie on my chest I listen as you breath
Remember I will do my best was my plea
your skin so soft, you cuddle close the sweet baby scent.
I know in my heart you are heaven sent
The warmth the peace
brings meaning and purpose
fulfilling my destiny no longer half hearted.
You climb up on my lap once again,
Happy Birthday
My smiling friend
Over the course of time
you have blossomed and grown, your generous heart
your smiling face The laughter the love,
I know in my heart you are from heaven above
My gift, my daughter and my friend
From a child I watch as you act so independent,
your first part in the 1st grade play
helping you with your words to say.
Remembering you turning five like it was yesterday.
your too busy for cuddles and kisses,
hoping you don’t have to grow up too fast,
I hold you close, still so sweet and soft as you sleep,
One more lullaby I sing.
Happy Birthday sweet sixteen
My gift, my daughter and my friend
with a life of your own you began. The gift I hold close, my memories they start, I will hold each of them close to my heart.
Being there with you through the joy and the pain
knowing in life the disappointments when they came.
And for all of the many feelings that life will take you through.
Being there My gift, my daughter and my friend As the years press through Remember I will do my best was my plea
Happy Birthday
One more What a gift you are to me
Happy Birthday
To my gift, my daughter and my friend LOVE mom

Thursday, February 10, 2011

Welcome Home - Michael W. Smith





"O God, you are my God, earnestly I seek you;
my soul thirsts for you, my body longs for you,
in a dry and weary land where there is no water.
I have seen you in the sanctuary
and beheld your power and your glory.
Because your love is better than life, my lips will glorify you.
I will praise you as long as I live,
and in your name I will lift up my hands.
My soul will be satisfied as with the richest of foods;
with singing lips my mouth will praise you.
On my bed I remember you;
I think of you through the watches of the night.
Because you are my help, I sing in the shadow of your wings.
My soul clings to you; your right hand upholds me."
Psalm 68:1-8


I have been so blessed by such dear, loving friends and family. God is a loving merciful God and each day knowing by the power of Christ that her precious life has touched so many, I am humbled to be her mom. The encouragement from each of my dear sisters and brothers in Christ strengthens the days to come and gives light in the darkest time. Ashley is with her Lord, in the assurance knowing this comforts the loneness inside.
It has been 2 years and 12 months. My heart longs for the day to come home.
I love and miss you Love Mom

Monday, January 24, 2011




Life is a vapor
So quickly fading
It only lasts a season then it's gone
And I have chosen
To live each moment
Depending on a strength beyond my own

For even thought my weakness
I am learning to believe
That through my silent faith
Somebody will see

When I am gone
What will they say
When I am gone
Will I leave behind a witness
That will carry on
When all the works and deeds that I have done
Dissolve into the past
Lord, let Your fire burn steadfast
When I am gone

I look around me
And see the darkness
Within a world where few are set apart
And then I wonder
Have I been faithful
To share the hope that lives within my heart

For when I tell another
What the savior's love can do
They just might be the one
To reach out to you

Performed by- 4Him


Christmas has come and gone another year has passed

All seems to fade and everyone is back too there everyday.

My love for you sweet girl is evermore strong! Not a day goes by that your precious smiling face gives me great delight and a heart full of greay joy.

Thursday, November 25, 2010

Picture of My beautiful baby girl and her dear friend Amanda


I find in this day of Thanksgiving a place not complete, but a heart longing for the day of my home coming. Rejoice in God's blessings in my life. Knowing one day I will see her beautiful face again and I will one day look into the face of my Christ my Savior. Nip that temptation in the bud to complain and grumble about your life today look around at all the many blessings that are given each day of our life I Thank you Lord for grace and powerful love that carries me through each day I love you baby girl, Mom

"Be anxious for nothing; but in every thing by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known unto God." Philippians 4:6

Wednesday, October 13, 2010


I find myself over whelmed thinking I had planned for your life according to dreams I had for you baby girl, dreams that one day I would see you
walk to receive your educational goals, you would be married to your soul mate, that I would one day look into the eye’s of may beautiful
grandbaby and see her mother when she smiled
and now I find them alter too where, I prayed that you one day would be. It’s just that God has bigger planes to how and when you would get there. for you are receiving the goal of your faith, the salvation of your soul
Even though my dreams seem big my desire is greater, that one day I will join you at the feet of Christ. I find comfort knowing you are home with our Lord. The Lord planned a different route and turn the dream around, as if it were a riddle, and fulfills the dream in ways we couldn’t have expected. I love you baby girl and I miss your smiling face. I hope to see you soon, and we will talk face to face. I will maintain my love to the Lord forever, and my covenant with Him will never fail. Until that day you stay close in heart and mind. I love you, your Mom

Tuesday, September 14, 2010

Two years, seven months, four days ago, my sweet daughter having been taken away from us fora short time in presence, not in heart, endeavored more eagerly to see your face with great desire. I'm looking forward to coming to you, time and again. I can not say that it has gotten easier only nearer to the day I come home. Whenever I face situations I am having a hard time understanding, I have learn! I have to park my mind, with what I know to be true. Keeping my mind, saturated with truth, keeps Satan from being able to whisper dangerous assumptions, false accusations, and faith-eroding perspectives. Part of God's perfect provision for my life is to walk through this and to know, for you are with the Lord the glory and joy. My foundation, Blessed assurance. I love you more today than yesterday Love your ♥ Mom

Friday, August 27, 2010

My grandson with his aunt Ashley

Happiness requires that things go your way and that circumstances are just right.
Joy, on the other hand, is much deeper
and can withstand the trials and sorrows- that is if your joy comes from the Lord.
These things have I spoken unto you, that My joy might remain in you,and that your joy might be full ( John 15:11)

Wednesday, June 30, 2010

Blessed assurance, Jesus is mine! O what a foretast of glory divine! Heir of salvation,
purchase of God, born of His Spirit, washed in His blood.
This my story, this is my song, praising my Savior all the day long; this is my story, this is my song, praising my savior all the day long.
Prefect submission, prefect delight, visions of rapture now burst on my sight; angels descending bring from above, echoes of mercy, whispers of love.
Perfect submission, all is at rest; I in my Savior am happy and blest, watching and waiting looking above, filled with His goodness, lost in His love
I love you, mom

Monday, May 24, 2010

I miss you so much!! I Love you so much more!!

Monday, April 12, 2010


I love you Love mom


Lord, hear me as I call out to You. Whether my problems are huge or tiny, I find I need Your help to get me through. Pull me up into Your loving arms, and surround me in Your love. As my heart longs for your comfort. Forgive me when I fail you Lord allow me your grace; in communion with you my Lord

The grace of the Lord Jesus Christ, and the love of God, and the communion of the Holy Spirit be with you all. Amen. 2 Corinthians 13:14

Monday, April 5, 2010

Happy Easter baby girl

And I am convinced that nothing can ever separate us from God's love. Neither death nor life,neither angels nor demons, neither our

fears for today nor our worries about tomorrow-not even the powers of hell can separate us from God's love

Love mom



Monday, March 8, 2010

Happy Birthday
When I held you for the first time, I knew then this life wasn't just mine.
Happy Birthday Ashley to my precious daughter my gift, my love ♥
Thank my Lord for time you give
 
John 14:18
I will not leave you comfortless: I will come to you
His comfort will not fail or falter
He will never lead you somewhere and then abandon you; He will never assure you of His presence and then desert you; He will never call you to His presence and turn aside.
His comfort will always be there at the perfect moment, even in the midst of the most difficult circumstances
His promise I will hold I Love you baby girl
Love your Mom

Tuesday, February 9, 2010



Love is missing someone whenever you're apart, but somehow feeling warm inside because you're close in heart. I love my baby girl , I think about you constantly, My faith makes things possible, not easy. And without hope life is meaningless. I know God will not give me anything I can't handle. The difficulties of life are intended to make us better

and to survive every moment in life.
  Love in Christ

Tuesday, February 2, 2010


God has listened and heard my voice in prayer
Hebrews 10:36
For you have need of endurance, so that after you have done the will of God, you may receive the promise. And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose. I love an miss her so much, I know that only the power and love of God can carry me through each day knowing His promise and grace.
I Love you Mom

Tuesday, December 22, 2009

Glories stream from heaven afar, heavenly hosts sing Alleluia!
Silent night, holy night, Son of God, love's pure light; radiant beams from thy holy face with the dawn of redeeming grace, Jesus, Lord, at thy birth, Christ the Savior is born.

Dear Lord, I celebrate with You the assignments You have for me, big and small. I reflect today on the "Mary moments" I've had. With fear, trembling, my faith and the excitement, I wait on the next one. You are a right-on-time God. Thank You for choosing me to be part of Your story. With each assignment, help me to respond like Mary by saying, "May it be to me as you have said. “In Jesus' Name, Amen. Luke 1:38, NIV

Sunday, November 22, 2009



O how I miss her everyday more and more

I Thank Thee O Lord for your love, righteousness
patience and forgiveness And for the cross.
I thank you for watching over my precious son I thank you Lord for both your promises,

that you are my Lord and that one day I will see my beautiful daughter again,

her beauty will be multiplied

And for the stormy clouds and testing winds which keeps me humble,

and holding ever so to your being.

I thank thee in your abundant mercy in forgiveness of my iniquity, and transgressions

And for the waning joy;

And for this strange, this settled peace

Which nothing can destroy.

Monday, September 28, 2009








Lord, may nothing separate me from You today. Teach me how to choose only Your way today so each step will lead me closer to You. Help me walk by the truth and not my feelings.
I awake early in the morning. Many people are rolling over and going back to sleep my soul is longing to get up and spend time with my Lord
Though I can't physically see Him, I know He is present.
His perspective on things that are troubling me overshadow my anxiety. I feel relief in His presence.
I know my emptiness without you, I will go unfed longing being unsatisfied. My pain I can not carry, I give it to You Lord.
Help me to embrace what comes my way as an opportunity...rather than a personal battle within me, my Lord.
You already see all the many ways I will surely fall short and mess up.
But right now, I consciously tuck Your whisper of absolute love for me into the deepest part of my heart. I recognize Your love for me is not based on my performance. You love me and carry me in times of adversities. Your mercy, how amazing I‘m humbled. But what's most amazing is that the God of the Universe, the Savior of the world, would desire a few minutes with me this morning.
Lord, help me to forever remember what a gift it is to sit with You like this. You are my comforter, my shield, my salvation.

Dear Lord, I love You. You are the desire of my hearts every beat. I know and confess that sometimes my actions and reactions betray my love for You. Please forgive me. Thank You for Your grace that is able to recognize this new day as a new chance to walk closer with You. My Alfa and Omega, Amen




"Teach me your way, O Lord, and I will walk in your truth; give me an undivided heart, that I may fear your name." Psalm 86:11 (NIV)